Friday, January 9, 2009

Not doing too well...

I have been unable to release myself from the sugar of late. Though each time I regret my actions. Release is the key word. I need release, I crave release however it is hard to let go!
The world seems too infinite without the addiction to box me in. Dare I release myself? I'm waiting for that window to open, that opportune moment. They come once in a while, a portal of openness to change. It was the same when I quit smoking. It was easier when I did it during a portal.
I shall try to invite the portal tomorrow. I am willing it.

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