येस्तेर्दय एंड टुडे

वेल, येस्तेर्दय इ हद अ बीत ऑफ़ अन एवेनिंग सुगर बिंगे सो ठाट वासन'टी सो ग्रेट। टुडे हस बीन मच मोरे कांसेर्वतिवे। इ दोन'टी क्नोव वहत अल थिस स्क्रिप्ट इस अबाउट, व्हेठेर आईटी'स फोनेटिक और अ दीरेक्ट ट्रांसलेशन। गेस इ विल हवे तो गो एंड रेविएव माय सेत्तिंग्स अस इ दीद टिक्क सोमेथिंग अबाउट मकिंग माय पोस्ट अवैलब्ले इन हिन्दी। इ थौघ्त आईटी वौल्ड बे इन इंग्लिश तू थौघ!

होल्डिंग ओं

वो, माय ब्लॉग इस तुर्निंग इन्तो फॉरेन....इ थिंक आईटी वास बेकाउसे ऑफ़ अ सेटिंग चंगे इ मेड। हाउ अमज़िंग ठाट इ ऍम व्रितिंग इन हिन्दी, इस आईटी? कूल, इ वों'टी रेरेअद अन्य्थिंग, जुस्त लेट थे वोर्ड्स फ्लो वैरी मेताफ्य्सिकाल्ली!!! वेल, इ हद माय थ्य्रोइड टेस्ट टुडे एंड वास सुपर-तिरेड....हद माय गुमस क्लेअनेद अगं & एवेर्य्थिंग सीम्स तो बे ओके...आईटी वास अ रोतातेद टूथ ठाट एक्स्पोसेद थे गम रथेर थान अ केस ऑफ़ गिन्गिवितिस।
हद ३ बुब्ब्लेगुम्स बुत सो फार नोथिंग एल्स ओवेर्ट। स्त्रुग्ग्लिंग अ लिटिल अस फील लिखे एअतिंग सम हार्ड कैंडी। दोएस मदोंना हवे ठेस क्रेविंग्स तू...सीम्स तो फ्रॉम हेर टूर एंड एल्बम तुत्लेस, मुस्त बे डेनिअल ठाट प्रोवोकेस हेर तो कांस्तान्त्ली थिंक अबाउट सुगर!

The ads on here are so depressing!

God, I must be such a loser. They've posted ads on my site about thyroid trouble, fatigue, stress...well it's all true, too late to try and deny it when this blog has become a huge moan fest - and I'm struggling again.
Of course, I know that the best way to make your life last longer is to deny yourself the things that make time fly. It's dragging, dragging today and nothing to speed things up. So I'll just suffer a while longer and feel good that I've extended my life relatively speaking by enduring rather than enjoying!

Relieved to be back on track

Have switched back to more healthy eating, mainly fruit and my disgusting diet hot chocolate which I wish I did not like so much since it's a real plague of phenylketuronics! Still have more energy than last week, which I assume is a by-product of all that sugar. Maybe I'm really a hummingbird. Next blood test on Wednesday. Wonder if my thyroid's on the up again as I feel ok---ish.

Another Sweet Day***

Well, I continued on my foray away from the straight and narrow, with plenty of sugary drinks and snacks today. Physically I've had more energy, but I need to get back to my more stringent diet. I'm seeing my gum woman on Wednesday for a full clean after a scrape last week and want my mouth to be in good shape! She terrorised me with her scaling utensils the other day, went at my teeth as if she was sharpening knives and it was quite bloody at the end...
....still, I digress and must make a greater effort tomorrow, or rather lesser effort since I need to "let go" of my sugar addiction. Letting go rather than focussing intently on. That, for me, is the key.

Oops...I did it again!

Had a small slip, some candy this evening...partly deliberate. Have been feeling so unwell since my thyroid levels dropped that I wanted to know if it was partly side effects from cutting out the sugar. I can hardly walk down the street, it's that bad (!)
Well, the sugar didn't help with the brain fog, weakness and disorientation, but I know I have to nip this in the bud. It was a minor indiscretion, however tomorrow will likely bring more excuses to stay off the wagon.
Let's see if I can rise to the challenge..

Majorly tired and irritable...

Over the last few days, fatigue reach a peak and is now a little improved although am irritable and can't wait for my next meeting with the vampire to have blood taken and thyroid levels measure. Trying to eat veg and fruit again after too much chemical stuff....still off the sugar and should be so happy about that - but, did I mention, have been irritable of late...

So tired...so what's new?

Woke up early and felt slightly more energetic, but after a nap around 3pm, slumped completely. Realised had not left the house for 2 days and forced myself to take a trip to the store to stock up on some essentials. Too tired to push the front door open!! Oh well, at least tomorrow can't be worse!?

Difficult Day!

Having a difficult day...bored of feeling tired. Brain wants to do things and go places, but body can't. Hard staying off sugar when energy is so low. But I know it will just prolong my misery if I do. Must stay on my guard with myself and control that voice in the head that tries to tempt me to stray...Better luck tomorrow!

Day 6!

I can't believe I reached day 6. Feeling mega-tired, and have confirmed underactive thyroid. Have to wait 2 weeks for official blood test though before I can start back on meds as my doctor will not believe anything is wrong unless my labs skyrocket.
Never mind. It's been nearly a week off the white stuff and although I almost slipped up several times, I've made it through. Now I have to get past that 2 week hurdle!

Today Was Easier

So far...today proved easier. Less pull for sugar although am consuming too much fake stuff e.g in hot chocolate powder. Still, not complaining about that, glad to get off the white stuff.
Feeling a lot of brain fog. Lightheaded, spacy, glue-sniffery although have never tried that.
See what tomorrow brings!

Day 3

How can I have missed day 2? Easy, I was chronically fatigued, irritable and foggy. Woke up feeling similar and had fasting blood test for thyroid levels. Feeling better now, slowly making it through the week.

Tired On Day 1

Tired & sluggish, but so far so good. No overts, not pressurising myself about covert sugar & carbs right now. Easing off slowly and feeling it. Thyroid test in 2 weeks & suspect the problem may be my levels being low. Doc took me off meds after my baby was born...